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Dec. 31st, 2011 08:47 pm
crusaded: (Jack of All Trades)
There is a question that has been lingering on my mind since the island transplanted all of us in this alternate version of Victorian London: where did our city go? Whereas just about every other aspect of Tabula Rasa seems to have been carefully nestled among the various buildings in this small circle of land, Rapture and all of its faded decadence is nowhere to be found. I've searched high and low, inspected the very fringes of the space we're allowed to wander, but it seems to have vanished without a trace.

Normally, I wouldn't be too concerned. The place is mostly faded glory and peeling paint. There are resources worth salvaging in its depths, of course, but nothing that can't be reconstructed with what we have now, and nothing that I've forgotten in full. But there's one reason to be afraid of the fact that Rapture has gone elsewhere.

A laugh that echoed through its tunnels.

I've asked Damian's help on this at last. I get the feeling, justified or not, that something might happen if we don't find this man soon. If the rest of us are reeling from the change, where exactly would a madman fall?

Is this Sander Cohen's paradise, or is it his nightmare?

"I want to run another sweep of the Asylum," I tell Damian. There's a sharp breeze where we stand next to the Thames; the Asylum's only a few blocks away. Mere minutes.
crusaded: (The Team Normal)
[ continued from here ]


Were Damian older, he might be able to see the logic in his father's words, but youth blinds him to everything but the rebuke. He barely registers the question that follows, too focused on containing the sudden rush of blinding anger to give any more eloquent a response than: "Tt."


"I'll take that as a yes," I remark, not unaware of the fury that has suddenly taken him over, a rush of hot and cold anger alike that leaves everything a storm in his wake. And while I have no particular desire to incite that in Damian, he also needs to learn how to control his temper, otherwise this partnership won't work. I need a Robin I can trust on patrol.

And I have the feeling that none of them fit that description right now.

"There are tailors in the city. It wouldn't take long to have your clothes altered."
crusaded: (Lantern Jaw of Justice)
I can't sleep.

While the sun has yet to dip below the horizon, it's been days since I had any semblance of rest. Pain and fatigue have worn mostly down, only a light thrum remaining in the air, pressing against my temples and forcing every thought to a roadblock. Every action is stilled by a need not to interrupt that steady ebb and crash of water that sounds. I can't decide if it's my imagination filling the silence, or if the beach is truly so close. I lie on the sofa, a T-shirt several times too large loose over my shoulders, the first serviceable item of clothing retrieved from the box. I should check on my suit. Make sure everything is in working order, and every weapon accounted for.

Instead, I'm waiting until Damian gets home, thinking more carefully through Stephanie's words. At least when it comes to this, it's likely that she knows better than I do. She's spent more hours with him and can see through the quick tongue that he uses to lash out at everything that isn't to his satisfaction. And, if nothing else, discovering the fact that I've been missing to him for months, dead for months, better shapes my perspective.

Here is an opportunity to make an effort I've owed for some time.
crusaded: (I'm the Goddamn Batman!)
From the moment the bathysphere surfaces, I wonder if I've made a mistake. The type of oversight that would have, in Gotham, possibly gotten me killed. On some level, I can recognize that the two situations are not the same. Gotham is a city that I've lived in all my life, no street unwalked and no corner unturned. I know it as well as the back of my own hand, or even better, for to know Gotham is to know the collective minds that inhabit it, the peculiarities and fear alike, practically palpable in the air. In Gotham, the face guarding the sole entrance to a building, let alone an entire civilization past, would not be unfamiliar to me. Questions would not be asked. Fear would lace itself into the pale blue of the woman's eyes, and her shock of red hair would rightfully send a jolt to the pit of my stomach— but the pieces don't fit well, and so I continue to wonder if I've made a mistake, etching each question into the back of my mind for safe-keeping, for when I know I'll return to the spot, requesting access to Jason.

But if there is one thing that all people should learn about mistakes, it's that retracing is rarely a fix. Apologies are thin, at best, a gesture more than a solution. No way to keep a bridge standing. So for all that a part of me wonders if I should have stayed in the depths below, I find myself pushing forward with the original plan, quickly covering territory and scouting the terrain. Wherever I sense people in the distance, I veer in the opposite direction, knowing that Damian isn't likely to remain there for long, or that Tim would also have a hideout somewhere hidden from the general populace. I press forward and towards higher altitudes, feeling the wind unseasonably warm against my skin. There's a light rustling in the distance, almost silent, but lumbering with all the ease of a beast unconcerned by my presence; in the distance, I spot a pylon clear above the canopy, then decide to walk its perimeter.

I can't speak for Tim, but if this fence is safe to cross, something tells me Damian might be on the other side.

And if it isn't, I'd be willing to double those odds.

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